I wonder...

I wonder why people think that they need to "fix" me. I wonder why sometimes it hurts to love people. I wonder when things will be different. I wonder if things will ever be easier. I wonder why the grass always seems to be greener on the other side of anything. I wonder why I get emotional about the fact that Harry Potter is all done. I wonder why we feel the need to judge each other. I wonder why life isn't fair - and yet I'm thankful that it's not fair! I wonder why that is. I wonder if I'll ever be good at the things that I want to be good at. I wonder why we place such importance on what we look like and not what we are on the inside. I wonder of some people will ever truly understand. I wonder if I'll sleep in bunk beds for the rest of my life. I wonder if I'll ever be an independent creature. I wonder what it would be like to have all of my laundry done at once. I wonder what it would be like to live another's life for a day. I wonder why I can't accept help very gracefully. I wonder why I haven't learned patience faster. I wonder how long my guinea pig will live and I wonder why she brings me such joy. I wonder if I should be embarassed that I love Miley Cyrus. I wonder why some music makes me want to cry. I wonder why new babies make me cry. I wonder why it's so hard for me to enjoy the moment. I wonder where I'll be next year. I wonder why I feel so alone. I wonder how often other people feel that way. I wonder why I feel so incapable of doing what I want to do. I wonder what I'm going to be for Halloween. I wonder if my lamp has enough oil. I wonder why I push people away. I wonder how much longer this will take.